disCourse

Its funny when you think bout it, how your life could be so different just by one moment, one action...even if not by you but by someone else.

Today i asked a close buddy of mine..."hey u know....when u first met me and got to know me a little what did u think of me...u know the person i m ...etc..?" and such a sweet reply i got "i liked you. i found you easy going and nice and if my life had been less chaotic at that point i'd have asked you out".

It gets me thinking, that if he had asked me out, whether there would be a difference in my life today or we are all exactly where we are meant to be. We might have gone out....had a few laughs and return back to where we are now, just good mates.

I still often wonder about my actions or my reactions to situations in my past and how i would have liked to do things differently....but then heck, i might still end up where i am today doing wut i am.