the bOo boo's that you do
So there was this guy..
when is it in a girl's life when it was never about a guy?
ok ok...there are times
but then....there will always be that ONE guy in a girl's life...u know what i mean?
So there was this ONE guy in my life....who at one time meant the world to me.
You know those kinda relationships that rock your world.
This was such a relationship for me.
But sadly maybe not for him.
So naturally it ended.
With the most heart wrenching pain i never could imagine.
This was the kind of things i always avoided but i walked right smack into this with my eyes close.
I remember we use to listen to this song "Earthbound" by Conner Reeves.
I love that word - earthbound. It really explained how i felt.
Ironic that we use to listen to that song a lot and i use to say to him "When you leave me, i'll be earthbound". Not "IF you leave me" but "when you leave me".
I guess certain things happen just like you say them.
But enough of the melodrama....i grew up and i forgot him...most of the times.
And then there he was, i saw him....and the past 8 years just failed to register and there i was back in our time.
And people trust me....such a sudden moment rushing through you knocks one of balance.
There i was off balance....my equilibrium all screwy my feet where my brain is my heart where my mouth was.
The past few weeks have been spent trying to get everything where it should be and to get him out of me...
Sometimes i wonder if he ever was in my life.
everything that happens, always happens so fast.
like it never did.
very surreal.
You know....i dont even know where this post is heading so screw it, ima just post it now.
when is it in a girl's life when it was never about a guy?
ok ok...there are times
but then....there will always be that ONE guy in a girl's life...u know what i mean?
So there was this ONE guy in my life....who at one time meant the world to me.
You know those kinda relationships that rock your world.
This was such a relationship for me.
But sadly maybe not for him.
So naturally it ended.
With the most heart wrenching pain i never could imagine.
This was the kind of things i always avoided but i walked right smack into this with my eyes close.
I remember we use to listen to this song "Earthbound" by Conner Reeves.
I love that word - earthbound. It really explained how i felt.
Ironic that we use to listen to that song a lot and i use to say to him "When you leave me, i'll be earthbound". Not "IF you leave me" but "when you leave me".
I guess certain things happen just like you say them.
But enough of the melodrama....i grew up and i forgot him...most of the times.
And then there he was, i saw him....and the past 8 years just failed to register and there i was back in our time.
And people trust me....such a sudden moment rushing through you knocks one of balance.
There i was off balance....my equilibrium all screwy my feet where my brain is my heart where my mouth was.
The past few weeks have been spent trying to get everything where it should be and to get him out of me...
Sometimes i wonder if he ever was in my life.
everything that happens, always happens so fast.
like it never did.
very surreal.
You know....i dont even know where this post is heading so screw it, ima just post it now.
posted by the frou fr0u one at
7:56 PM
2 Comments:
hrm. i guess we're not so different after all.
and after reading this post, it's pretty obvious that it isn't because of who i contacted, and why i did. because judging from this post, u know exactly how i felt.
maybe there's a deeper reason to OUR "triangle".
i guess we are different in the sense that it is something i feel/felt....but did not do anythin about as i remembered my 'then' man and what a sweetie he is.
n the blogging of it now...well...i m single now so nothing to stop me yea?
but yes there is that similarity but every girl has this 'one' guy, its whether she takes action on it or just let it slide.
its weird....i dreamt of u last nite and i thought of sending you a message...hm...
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