the things to remember....

i want to remember the moment i arrived in melbourne....i want to remember benji's crib where we all had the happiest innocent moments....i want to remember how 11 of us cramed into that black jeep....i want to remember driving to Gippsland in the middle of the morning.....i want to remember staying up till 4a.m. just to drive down the road to get fresh baked bread...i want to remember legends the way it was...i want to remember walking down toorak road to chapel street....i want to remember walking through bourke street, russel street and lil bourke all over chinatown....i want to remember charltons and the music we played...i want to remember st kilda on a sunny spring day where the weather was perfect along with everything else.

i want to remember my first love..not the first boy but the first one that captured my heart.....i want to remember when he first kissed me....how we held hands...how we snuggled together in bed....how he used to look into my eyes....how he use to make me laugh....how he use to do all the things he did for me. But slowly the memory fades away....i no longer remember his hands and how they felt, his arms and how i felt in them, his hair and how it felt running my fingers thru it and slowly i am starting to forget that look in his eyes. its sad..
Our time may be over and we may have found new loves but sometimes its still nice to remember...

as i get older....its hard to remember the moments and the little things in the past.... thats what makes today and every tomorrow matter....for me to always remember to note every moment and step so that i'll remember forever the things that matter....so that i'll keep the people who matter forever..

my babylove.....how he sings to me and each time it never fails to make my heart flutter....how i hope his butterfly kisses will never grow old while we grow old together.

my friendships with those who i know to be true and our footsteps forever be side by side eventhough for those who are not in sight.