Rate my level : PSYCHO or Normal?

Sometimes i wonder if it is me.

Rutti says that "i am the one that is unhappy, therefore i am the one with the problem"

and i do agree with her cause i figured i am quite the drama queen.

BUT i do wonder if it is all ME that went wrong.

So rate me and tell me,

do i get dissappointed and hurt because

i expect too much from him?

SCENARIO

So things have been really bad with us of late...and last night we had a talk a bout it, more like i rambled on and pause hoping he'd say something and he doesn't.

Anyway, last nite...

after we had a talk bout how i feel like he doesnt make an effort anymore,

like how he use to text me every morning n stuff like dat and now nuthing,

how he use to give me the 'last call of the day' thing...and no more

how it makes me feel like he doesnt care anymore....

After all the talking, he went home....n i was waited or his call....

[for the past few weeks everytime i'd call him n ask "how come u din call yet" and he sayd

"i just got home...gonna shower ready to sleep then i will call u"]

so this time i didnt call n i waited....he use to call me every night....


AND all i got was a text that said "i m going to sleep, nite"


i was so dissappointed i really went loco....

cause after all the talk and our delicate scenario....

he still didnt make the effort.

I ended it last night.

I don't see the love from him anymore.

Once earlier, he stopped loving me.

It should have ended then.

I did.

But he wanted to try again.

Now he doesnt tell me he stopped loving me,

opposite,

he tells me still if not why would he bother coming over everytime after work even when he is so tired.

Maybe, he just comes over out of obligation.

Example , 'Finish work MUST go find gf"

not WANT but MUST

Maybe thats the whole problem.

This has become a habitual obligatory relationship?

RE : My post "Things that make you tingle"

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot. He doesnt say either.

Who calls you back when you hang up on him. The only thing on the list he still does

Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. He always fell asleep first on the few times he actually stayed

Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. He use to do that.

Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. ?

Who holds your hand in front of his friends. NEVER EVER HELD MY HANDS IN FRONT OF THEM

Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. He hardly ever says any of this. Maybe never.

Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says...that's her." HE NEVER EVEN HELD MY HANDS.

i know most of you said "No one gets the perfect scores and no such guy exist"

I agree.

BUT DO YOU KNOW THE PAIN OF

HAVING YOUR BF JUST DROP YOUR HAND AND

LEAVE YOU ONE SIDE AS

HE WALKS OVER AND SAYS "HI" TO HIS FRIENDS.

I know you guys are only getting my side of this, but...
So am i psycho?
Did i over-react?
Was i a drama queen?


If he cares enough he would have visited my blog right? and he could give his view.
BUT YOU SEE, HE DOESNT EVEN CARE ENOUGH TO DO THIS.