dop!

Exactly a year ago i wrote about the tickles

*click* Turn back time Post - When we get the tickles

[Disclaimer : wait, for those who is gonna get antsy and think, shit, she is such a bitch she's got a man and here she is talking about getting the tickles from other guys - my man totally gets wut i mean, he gets his tickles too]

So i was tra la la-ing along my day when i realised i miss getting the tickles.
You know, the rush the feeling that makes you swoon and giggle.
When there is that someone who calls you and sets you off.
This doesnt have to be the someone you are in love with.
It isnt even the one to see yourself with but still, they manage to give you the tickles.

I havent had the tickles for a while....there were the regular few but i guess,

they don't work no more.

Maybe there is a "best before date" to this kinda things.
Specially if you don;t end up with them, how long can mindless flirting last.

So here i was telling an ex about how i miss the tickles.

AND he calls me and says

So, don't i give you the tickles?

Man did he give me the tickles then.

Did i mention, this is THE ex.

I told him "yea, sometimes you do, most of the time ...nahhh"

You see, the way the tickles works is that the person has to be into you and vice-versa.

With THE ex most of the time, i layan sendiri then tra la la i go, "who what how when?" pfftt...and forget he exist.

BUT occasionally when he does call or text, i dont just get the tickles, i get the rush.. basically i get the whole "shhBANG"
I stutter, my mind is racing, i dunno what to say i get tongue tied and everytime the call ends i go "ugh...dop!!"

So what is it that he gives me, he gives me the "ughh....dop!!"