disturbed

today i saw a beggar...
lying on the dirty slimy street hoisting a cup carrying the few coins he collected.
then i noticed....his legs were so thin and deformed

i'm disturbed.
Why is it that some people suffer so?

i feel a need, an urge to help, to do so much yet i can only do so little.
i feel like such a handicapped.
Mentally handicapped for not appreciating the better things in life i've been bestowed.