Saturday, December 24, 2005

i KNOW..

...i'm in trouble when i m come feeling like this....
H a n g i n g . . . .. . . .

I was out with 12 other peeps watching King Kong, rushed off to welcome home a friend.....and then rushed home. I showered, climbed into bed and realised.....why do i feel like something is missing....why is there this odd silence present...why does everything seem to be hanging in mid air.

Testing testing 123...testing, DOES anyone hear me?

The last time i felt like this was when i was single, alone and in melbourne 4 years ago wrecking up a ginormous phonebill calling all my "friends" in inverted comas long distance.
WHY is it that i am feeling that now??

JUST yesterday, i felt so contented, happy and secure in my relationship with my almost perfect man and suddenly !WHAM! i feel like this?
JUST today i thought "hey this job aint dat bad innit?!" and now i want more.
JUST this year i thought "hey i like myself....and i've got a great life" and now i feel lacking.

WHY do i feel this lacking?


psycho-socio-emo-vibes!

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

..becos life is about evolving..and the only constant is change...

we all have moments of contentment but if we are content all the time, doesnt it mean that we may be falling into a rut and not trying to improve ourselves?

Im sure the most successful ppl are always thinkin about how they can make things in their life better..u know wat i mean?

when things r goin smooth, or rather goin 'our way', we tend to feel content...but then when we face an obstacle we feel everythin is crashin down...

Its the cycle of life babes- up and down n up n down...dont mean it aint good..Just means we gotta learn to be ride the highs and the lows :)

5:41 PM  

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