Its been months since i was last out

Its been months since i've taken photos

Last Saturday i got dressed feeling all fabulous

We took photos

I just realised i am f*ckin' FAT!

HUGEMONGOUS

GIGANTOID

OBESE

a BLIMP!

My face is so round and full i look like i am swollen

Then when u look down to my body and you think

"no! not swollen, friggin HUGEEEee!!!"

I know i only have myself to blame

I eat all day

I eat right before i sleep

i just had huge breakies before i blogged this.

What happened?

i use to be fit

i was bigger than most girls

but i was fit

and my face didnt look like a BIg a$$ BALLOON!

Now i really want to make effort to lose the weight

BUT being so busy with work etc

i didnt have time to be concious of my Fattiness

till those photos

ugh

i m disgusted with myself.

Her Royal Fattiness