the Secret

There is much hype over this book called "The Secret".

The Laws of Attraction being the Law of the Universe.

I was quite obssessed with sending the right messages to the universe and to a certain extent i believe in in.

I wanted someone to love me and i kept looking to the past for someone and true enough someone from my past showed up and loves me, albeit someone totally unexpected.

Things were happy tra la la sunshinny puffy clouds candy floss good and then we had our first ermm argument?
Well then the negative vibes set in, and since then i forgot about sending the right message to the universe, instead i kept on repeating everything bad, "This isnt going to work out" "We are so not meant to be" etc.

Our arguments have become more frequent and more hurtful and more tiring.
Last weekend being the worse.

Then i suddenly remembered, i am totally sending all the wrong vibes out to the universe, dooming our relationship and clouding it with negative vibes.

When we first got together, i believed he was the one, the one i'd end up with and everything was geared and going nice in that direction.

Now, with all the negative vibes clouding our relationship, that forever possibility seems even further away and even more impossible.
BUT i shall change this way of thinking.
I shall wipe away all negativity and try to make this sunshiney puffy white clouds candy floss happy again.

No more STINKING THINKING!

Now i wish i could just get him to wash away all negative thoughts.