Things have been good.

Always so happy.

Sometimes i think my heart is going to burst with the love i have for him.

Yet, its so conflicting, i am on the island to be with him but i hate my job and i see no way of making the extra dollars.

Financially my future looks kinda bleak.

AND i hate it that i am now goin to be 30 in a year and yet, career wise, i am so not anywhere yet?!

BUT but BUT . . . everytime i look at him, i'm just so happy.

AND so lucky, to have someone like him,

yes we are as different as day and night,

yes we are gonna face problems in the future,

but i'm so lucky . . .

to have someone who cares so much for me,

who jumps over to me the moment i go "Ow!!",

who would try and do anything to make me happy,

who is an impatient person yet patient with me,

who wakes up in the morning, says "Good morning boo" kisses me and goes back to sleep.

i can go on & on, but i better stop, my hearts gonna burst!

ok so i hate my job and i see no future but screw it

i'll survive on love for now!