i-got-the-TICKLES

When you get the TICKLES, is...

...when simple words said by certain someones gets you all giggly

...when certains looks given by certain someones gets you all excited

...when you get the giggles when you receive their text

...when you can't sleep without that last call or the last text

...when you smile nonstop to whatever those certain someones say

...when you grin to yourself all day

...when you set a different ringing tone on your mobile for them

...when the ringing tone you set starts to ring & you get all flustered

...when those certain someones speaks & you melt to their voice

...when they "wink" and it drives you crazy

...when you get all frou frou thinking of those certain someones


So, who are this certain someones in one's life...those that make you smile for no reason at all.

* specially dedicated to BINNIE & her man - TEDDY *

- cheers to the za za zoom -

PMS and/or NEGLECT

Either my hormones have definitely gone loco or i have really been neglected.

Either or, it hurts.

boo hoo hoo

the girls had lunch but i was not invited sniffs sniffs but i called and was forced upon them but maybe truly they were busy and i just didnt come into their mind.

then a party over the weekend, i was there, both nights but sniffs....why am i not mentioned anywhere?

boo hoo hoo

Maybe i'm just too sensitive because of my raging loco hormones....

or maybe cause i'm just not that well liked anymore?

oh well...

la di da...

sniffs....

it still hurts...

blehhh

the 7 bla blas

This is the longest number 7 i've ever encountered. Lets just take note : Attempting task at : 08/10/2005
ALL thanks to lulubelle [being aja] who had me tagged on her blog.

So now i shall undertake the long long LONg did i mention LONG task ahead.

SEVEN THINGS I WANNA DO BEFORE I DIE

(1) Find myself

(2) Be satisfied and contented

(3) See my family happy together [since this isnt gonna happen, i would like to see them happy individually]

(4) Make shit loads of money [shallow i hear some people say but comon' without money i wont be able to achieve the other 3 things i wanna do before i die]

(5) Be an entrepreneur...own a club, own a chain of restaurants, start a fashion line, start a production company

(6) Be a nomad and travel all over. Would be nice if it was on an awesome sleek yacht.

(7) Decide after all that traveling where i wanna buy my house on the hill over looking the sea and settle in my old age.

I just realised after reading mine, i seem like such a loner in life, no where do i say- to find the love of my life and to start a family. AND i was just starting to think that i could be the marrying kind. sighh ahaha
OR there is yet hope and i am not saying all that because i've already found him.

2nd attempt : 11/10/2005

SEVEN THINGS I COULD DO?

(1) Make an effort to find myself and in the mean time just be contented with what i have which right now is a lot and i m thankful for it [see, already making an effort]

(2) To make a trip anywhere in the world and to not think bout the money i will be spending. [since i only ever have 2 weeks off during CNY i must take active action!]

(3) BUY LOTTERY and pray i win? [someone's gotta win it, it could be me?]

(4) Make my mum happy

(5) Make my dad happy

(6) Make my grandmama happy

(7) Since i already have a lil apartment on the hill overlooking the sea, i'll be contented until i win my lottery. haha


SEVEN THINGS I COULD DO TO MAKE ME HAPPY RIGHT THIS SECOND
(INSTANT HIGH)

(1) Cruise around with my new ride!!!

(2) Go look for my man

(3) Call Hitz.fm to hassle them to give me the iPods i won before they get outmoded

(4) View fotos to reminisce over happy times

(5) Go to the beach or the club and lie down, soak up the rays and off course to do that i gotta skive off work

(6) Skive off work and watch a movie

(7) SKIVE OFF WORK!!!

SEVEN CELEBRITY CRUSHES?
(CRUSHES? yay!! i get tp pretend ima teeny bopper) [bops up & down my office chair]

1. Heath Ledger
2. Jude Law
3. Richard Gere
4. Brad Pitt
5. Does dead celebs work? if yes - Kurt Cobain!
6. Orlando Bloom
7. Angelina Jolie is a MUST

SEVEN OFTEN REPEATED WORDS?

1. hey..wassupp
2. wut the hell....
3. Wtf?!??!!?
4. Baby...
5. i love u la
6. you bitch la you haha
7. very frou frou
8. dammit!!
9. fuckin' ell
10. ermm...?
11. ArghHHH!!!!
[ok..ima stop coz ermm and arghhh aren't words no more]

[wahh my 2nd attempt is going well and since i m nearing the end, i shall suffer and finish it once and for all]

SEVEN PHYSICAL TRAITS I LOOK FOR IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?

oohhhh key word here is 'physical'..

1. Eyes that aren't 'pak chiau' [for bvuh so you can luff] [for non hokkien-speaking peeps it means cross eyed]

2. Not bald or balding [like Mr. Wek Wek, yes we all know who this is]

3. Not a midget [like a Midget la]

4. Not one with those oinker-like nose [think Ms. Piggy]

5. Not HUGEmongous [think obese]

6. Not smelly (you know, like SMElliiiiiiiiiiiiiiii)

7. Language doesnt count as physical...but hell...not someone who can't pronounce something easy like PARALLEL [meaning, please speak English or if not, be multilingual and/or good at other languages]

I just thought saying the 'not' would be easier because by saying all the purrty purrty beeeeutiful things you want in a man, you ain gonna get it coz they ain made in "perfect-man factories".

OK after saying all the pak chiau, balding midget stuff, please God do not punish me. AND may my ah boy be perfect as he already is forever.

Now that I am done with this, i apparently have to tag like 5 people but since most of the peeps i know don't blog ermm....i dunno how ima do dat, but here goes :

ninz [please i'm counting on you]

told as it is

rutti [yes beb, i know u ain gonna do dis]

known as rutti to most

suesh [you might cause u gonna be lil a free soon?]

secret thoughts of a neurotic little girl

aja [ok i'm cheating]

being aja

? [i have no other blogger peeps?]

food for THOUGHT

Being Twenty-something - they call it the "Quarter-
life Crisis. It is when you stop going along with the
crowd and start realising that there are many
things about yourself that you didn't know and may
not like.

You start feeling insecure and wonder where you
will be in a year or two, but then get scared
because you barely know where you are now.

You start realising that people are selfish and that,
maybe, those friends that you thought you were so
close to aren't exactly the greatest people you
have ever met, and the people you have lost touch
with are some of the most important ones.

What you don't recognise is that they are realising
that too, and aren't really cold, catty, mean or
insincere, but that they are as confused as you.

You look at your job ... and it is not even close to
what you thought you would be doing, or maybe
you are looking for a job and realizing that you are
going to have to start at the bottom and that
scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what
others are doing and find yourself judging more
than usual because suddenly you realise that you
have certain boundaries in your life and are
constantly adding things to your list of what is
acceptable and what isn't.

One minute, you are insecure and then the next,
secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force
of your life. You feel alone and scared and
confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and you
try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon
realise that the past is drifting further and further
away, and there is nothing to do but stay where
you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how
someone you loved could do such damage to you.
Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet
anyone decent enough that you want to get to
know better. Or maybe you love someone but love
someone else too and cannot figure out why you
are doing this because you know that you aren't a
bad person.

One night stands and random hook ups start to
look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot
don't seem as fun.

You go through the same emotions and questions
over and over, and talk with your friends about the
same topics because you cannot seem to make a
decision.

You worry about loans, money, the future and
making a life for yourself... and while winning the
race would be great, right now you'd just like to be
a contender! What you may not realise is that
everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our
best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard
as we can to figure this whole thing out.

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we
take, but by the moments that take our breath
away." It's really amazing when two strangers
become the best of friends, but it is really sad
when the best of friends become two strangers.

TO READ THE ABOVE OFF A FORWARDED EMAIL meant the world to me. To read that someone felt exactly what i did and voiced out my exact thoughts word for word is encouraging.

For this past 2 weeks i have been worried and anxious over what i do not know, and some friends suggested that i see a pyschologist because all the symthoms i had were that of someone suffering anxiety attacks. BUT after reading and adding on to the above, i guess i know what i am worried about. Just a lil bit of everything which adds up to a whole lot.