Its DECEMBER and its the holiday season

Christmas, New Years

and i will be working through the whole time.

Today as i was walking to my car i realised,

i miss 1-stop

Can you believe that!

Then i thought a bout it and realised

it wasnt 1-stop i miss

BUT the carefree days spent there during Uni breaks.

Life was so simple then.

Wake up Eat Hang Out Eat Hang Out Eat Party

24/7

I have never felt so burned out in my 4 years plus of working.

BUT i reckon this job is taking its toll.

no HOLIDAYS

no LEAVE

but worse of all

working SATURDAYS

All this for the salary i was getting 2 years ago!

no INCREAMENT

no BONUS

no SATURDAYs OFF!

I defy this by getting lazy at work

and thats going to take a toll on me with the stuff piling up!

Mindless Date Entry

I really dont mind

the low pay

the mindless date entry

the physical labour

the non holiday

the no leave

BUT

i wish i had my Saturdays

I use to apply for jobs like this

"Working Saturdays? Yes? Ok, no thanks!"

I just got myself my new amazing Digital SLR

&

i wanna walk around old Penang and take fotos as i enjoy the sun

i wanna go to the beach

i wanna clean my room

i wanna do my laundry

i wanna play tennis

i wanna go to KL

i wanna have an island getaway

i wanna go to Spice Garden

i wanna meet up with my friends

i wanna laze in bed

i wanna spend more time with my mum

i wanna bath Gizmo

i wanna laze by the pool

i wanna work out

HOW can i do all that in just one day!

A rainy day at dusk
Pitter-patter of the drops of rain
Mia sings in the back ground
And through the rain trail on my window
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or was it my fantasy.

I wasn’t looking
But somehow I saw you.
It was always there at the corner
I get the strangest feeling
When they say your name
Even when its not you they are calling for

You pluck on me like strings to a guitar
But now my nerves are wound too tight
Snapping with pain on the one who plays me
I wish you’d hold me in your arms and play me
For my song will only be played by you
Nobody does it better.

I wear you on my skin as you undress my mind
I tell myself “just breathe”
But I cant get out of you.