i FEEL...

like ima go crazy..

LOCO is my MOTTO

Locomotto

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i've receive complaints as to why my blog has been dormant....my apologies....
werk takes all outta me!

i KNOW..

...i'm in trouble when i m come feeling like this....
H a n g i n g . . . .. . . .

I was out with 12 other peeps watching King Kong, rushed off to welcome home a friend.....and then rushed home. I showered, climbed into bed and realised.....why do i feel like something is missing....why is there this odd silence present...why does everything seem to be hanging in mid air.

Testing testing 123...testing, DOES anyone hear me?

The last time i felt like this was when i was single, alone and in melbourne 4 years ago wrecking up a ginormous phonebill calling all my "friends" in inverted comas long distance.
WHY is it that i am feeling that now??

JUST yesterday, i felt so contented, happy and secure in my relationship with my almost perfect man and suddenly !WHAM! i feel like this?
JUST today i thought "hey this job aint dat bad innit?!" and now i want more.
JUST this year i thought "hey i like myself....and i've got a great life" and now i feel lacking.

WHY do i feel this lacking?


psycho-socio-emo-vibes!

Have you ever...

...wanted something to happen but it isn't happening or you want something to happen but you don't know what it is??

Sometimes i think i don't know but sometimes i do know and it doesn't happen then i don't know if thats what i knew i wanted in the first place.

AND THEN all this just leaves you scattered & restless.

Get what i mean? Have you ever felt this way?

"madame butterfly"

i am who i am and some of you will understand my interest and curiousity that has been peaked by "madame butterfly"...

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disturbed

today i saw a beggar...
lying on the dirty slimy street hoisting a cup carrying the few coins he collected.
then i noticed....his legs were so thin and deformed

i'm disturbed.
Why is it that some people suffer so?

i feel a need, an urge to help, to do so much yet i can only do so little.
i feel like such a handicapped.
Mentally handicapped for not appreciating the better things in life i've been bestowed.