ONCE UPON A ra ra TIME

Once upon a ra ra time...

1. i wish i had a magic bus that took me to to the places i wanna see.
2. i wish i could eat a giant tub of Haagen Daaz everyday.
3. i dance to my own tune.
4. i wish i had my own crib.
5. i wish i could see my future.
6. i walk funny.
7. i wish all my friends were here with me.
8. i wish i was high everyday.
9. i wish i had a lollipop right now.
10. i hear music in my head.
11. i met everyone in my sleep.
12. i wish i was rich.
13. i thought i was eating my meat pie but i opened my eyes to 'bak kua'.
14. i talk to myself.
15. i wish i created something with my hands.
16. BUT then again.....i just wish i had my magic bus.

why why why

why is it that when we think of feline/cats we think of females
and
why is it that when we think of canine/dogs we think of guys

hmm?

SO i know my burfday is still like forever

BUT somewhere along this year i thought

"Hey! why not have my birthday at Maccas like when we were kids?"

No. 1 - Cause i never had one there

No. 2 - Cause its the best way to be in denial of my Forever 21 age! :p

BUT unfortunately, due to the lack of friends, i'm giving this a miss.

Besides, i couldn't figure out how to sneak in the bOOze!

Nonetheless, its an awesome idea! Party hats and all that jazz

I bet buv&co would be game yea?

Oh well....

wut is there to a name?

CELYN
Gender: Masculine

Usage: Welsh

Means "holly" in Welsh.

No wonder i am so damn masculine
My name is meant for the masculine gender

Had i been named Celine which yes would be more common would at least be for the feminine gender and eventually led to the meaning "heaven".
Way better innit?

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CÉLINE
Gender: Feminine

Usage: French

Pronounced: say-LEEN [key]

French feminine form of Caelinus (see CELINO). This name can also function as a short form of MARCELINE

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CELINO
Gender: Masculine

Usage: Italian, Spanish

Pronounced: chay-LEE-no (Italian), se-LEE-no (Spanish) [key]

Italian and Spanish form of the Roman family name Caelinus, which was itself derived from the Roman family name Caelius (see CELIO).

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CELIO
Gender: Masculine

Usage: Italian, Spanish, Portuguese

Pronounced: SE-lyo (Spanish), THE-lyo (Spanish), CHAY-lyo (Italian) [key]

Italian, Spanish and Portuguese form of the Roman family name Caelius, which meant "heaven" from Latin caelum
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BUT i since young was told my name means the moon....

SELENE
Gender: Feminine

Usage: Greek Mythology, Greek, English

Other Scripts: Σεληνη (Ancient Greek)

Pronounced: se-LEE-nee [key]

Means "moon" in Greek. This was the name of a Greek goddess of the moon, sometimes identified with the goddess Artemis.

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ohhh and look what i found luvvy...you are meant to be a butterfly.
Symbolic don't you think that you chose this name?


VANESSA
Gender: Feminine

Usage: English

Pronounced: va-NES-a [key]

Invented by author Jonathan Swift. He arrived at it by rearranging the initial syllables of the first name and surname of Esther Vanhomrigh, his close friend. Vanessa was later used as the name of a genus of butterfly.
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So as proven, people with child, do check the meaning of the names to be given to your newborn.

www.behindthename.com

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O B S E S S I O N

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Has cupid flown the co-op?

Has cupid flown the co-op?

Well he has definitely flown the co-op in Penang.

When one is younger this never seems to be a problem

but as you get older you realise that 'someone' for you

seems more scarce than a blue moon.

A friend recently singled was asking me to introduce a nice guy to her.

So i got to thinking and then i realise there are no guys i could send her way.

Is it that guys in Penang are scarce or is it the issue of age?

Penang being so small one hardly meets any new people let alone guys.

Its an everybody knows everyone island.

I however do believe that there are some people we havent met.

The thing is, when you have met them?

Are they the right one for you?

It really isnt as easy as havin cupid shoot the arrow.

If it is, where is cupid already?

one track mind

See, i know i'm meant to be in the land down under

i'm more Aussie than anything!

GOD...look how good it looks....yummyyyy

Now this totally reminds of the crisp thin plastic sound...delicious whiff of pie

and of uni....

Give me back my piece of heaven!!!

ok ok i know i sound like a total bloke

craving over carb induced processed meat

but damn i am totally craving it

blame it on the PMS

i hear somewhere in KL sells four n' twenties

anyone know where?

"it was then that we realised we don't have it all, we had lost Charlotte" - Carrie, Sex & the City

Do you know how rare it is, to get all of us in one place at one time?
Trust me when i say that its easier to will all the planets to align.

When Charles Dickens wrote "it was the best of times, it was the worse of times", i think his best friend was getting married :p
Ok i'm being too melodramatic.

It was Married May's wedding and for once in a long long long LONG time we all gathered for this special occasion.
It was wonderful.
The time was too short.
There were hugs.
There was pouting.
There was hella lot of drinking.
There was alot of avoiding.
And then there was bonding.

I miss how we could just laugh at nothing. Real laughter.
How we could finish the thought of another and then burst out laughing at a hanging sentence.
How we come up with things like "Go 'yamMMM' go yamMMm'.... GO 'YAM' GO 'YAM' GO 'YAM' SENG!!!"
AND then actually doing it.

Thats what we do for each other.
We end each other sentences.
We are there for when bad vibes set in and then we set it right.
We tell each other "Babe...you look so good"
or sometimes we just spank each other's ass ;)

As i was sitting in my office while they were all at the tea ceremony, i felt so left out.
Later that night being with them i regret not skipping work and being there just so i could have had more time with them.
Saturday night passed way too fast.
We got so drunk and had such a great time.
Sunday was a bit slow a bit mellow.
Sitting at the side watching the oldies have fun.
Getting a bit wacky at a wedding at times.

Seeing May so happily married, seeing Sam's love for her, i knew that she was settled.
i know this sounds too dramatic, but at that moment in the middle of some cute 'cha cha' song i realised, this was an end to an era.
Before her wedding we knew we were gonna see her again.
Now the wedding is over i wonder when we'd see her again.
Aja is back in white man land.
Trace is back to KL, her trip was as fast as lightning.
But i'm thankful that we had the time together.

I may just totally be PMSing, but when i woke up yesterday, i felt like an orphan.
I use to think we had it all.
i know we still have each other no matter what.
BUT.... its the end if an era.


ohh ps for the blur people i'm not saying May is like Charlotte. It was just an expression. Now Ana, Ana is so Charlotte.

FABphotos are up!

Married May's Hen's Nite

just click on

Fabulous Foto

Its been months since i was last out

Its been months since i've taken photos

Last Saturday i got dressed feeling all fabulous

We took photos

I just realised i am f*ckin' FAT!

HUGEMONGOUS

GIGANTOID

OBESE

a BLIMP!

My face is so round and full i look like i am swollen

Then when u look down to my body and you think

"no! not swollen, friggin HUGEEEee!!!"

I know i only have myself to blame

I eat all day

I eat right before i sleep

i just had huge breakies before i blogged this.

What happened?

i use to be fit

i was bigger than most girls

but i was fit

and my face didnt look like a BIg a$$ BALLOON!

Now i really want to make effort to lose the weight

BUT being so busy with work etc

i didnt have time to be concious of my Fattiness

till those photos

ugh

i m disgusted with myself.

Her Royal Fattiness